Not much new going on around here. Just wanted to pop in and post. Its been a while. I had to get rid of the HDTV I bought. It popped and no longer worked. I also dislocated my shoulder. That was fun. Aside from that not much else new. Jeff got his car back. Thats good I guess. Ummm. I got a new phone. It takes video and audio. Its not as good in other aspects as my old phone but hey. I guess that it for now. Catch ya later. Crashİ
Thursday July 21, 2005
Hey folx. Just thought I'd pop in and update you on the goings on. There is really nothing going on. I bought a new HDTV last night. That thing is awesome. I freakin love the way the picture looks on it. Haven't had much of a chance to use it yet but as soon as I get off work there is where I will be. Gotta go now...working. Catch y'all on the flyp syde. Crashİ
Alright now that I figured out how to get the word wrap feature in this new program I am using to work right I can post again. It has been a while. I have finally finished struggling (I think) with this homosexuality thing I had been working on. I have come to the conclusion that even though I was taught that this is wrong and that society has preached to my generation about the evils of being gay or lesbian that I just don't care. To hell with it. I know what I am. I have known since second grade in school. Its just a fact that I must deal with. Accept it. I had been doing a good job of accepting me for me until I talked to my mother about this. I believe that this is what put it over the edge. I think that the bulk of this issue surrounds the fact that my mother was very unsupportive about the issue. She believes as I said before its a choice, an evil choice. This probably is the most significant smaller issue regarding the entire issue. I have determined that I do not live my life for my mother. I must live for me. If that means that she will continue being mad at me for "choosing" to be gay then c'est la vie. So there we go. As for the results of the prayer. I think it was a psycho-somatic response that made me feel that I was changing. I wanted so bad for this to go away to appease my mother that my mind almost made it happen. My only question is would it work. I can't say that I think it would. There would always feel like there was something missing. And also, I have just gotten word about a new human pheromone/hypothalmus study that had been done. It appears that the gay male's hypothalmus responds the same way to male pheromones that the female's does. This makes it not so much a choice if the results are founded. I believe they are. I know what I feel and how I feel and this just seems to make more sense. So to all of you out there who were pissed at me for trying to go to the "dark side" and not be gay anymore, screw you! I think at one point or another, for at least a fleeting moment, all of us gay men have felt that longing to be "normal". To those who understand, right on! Thats all for now. Crashİ
Okie day guys. This will more than likely be the first ever posting of mine on this site. I have enjoyed many years at the old site and no problems(Aside from the annoying popups). I hope you all enjoy the new popup free site. Crashİ
Well, folx. I guess the verdict is in on the whole coming out thing. I did get up the courage to come out to the family over spring break. This made the vacation aspect of my trip rather interesting. I found out that my mother does not believe that being gay is something that you are born with or that you are. She instead believes, as many in the south do, that it is a choice. A wrong, evil choice. I was told that the devil is trying to get me and that I need to pray about this. Prayer, now thats a thought. After this conversation took place I decided that I needed a little time to stop and reflect on what had just taken place. I made a run down to the local Wal-Mart, and did a bit of shopping. After the shopping was done, I returned to my mother's house. Upon arrival, I sat down on the couch to watch a little TV (just fyi it was about 1:30am). I was trying to figure out how to get the sound to work on the entertainment center. I kept fooling around with the thing, changing channels, holding the volume button and all number of things. Then something strange happened. I decided that even if I could not hear what I was watching that I should watch anyway. I flipped through the guide and decided on an off chance that it was possible that I could receive a sign that I had earlier requested (from God of course), so I stopped on the 700 Club. Lo and behold, I figured out how to get the sound to function again and here comes a story of a christian man who had been gay. He, of course, had prayed to God and managed to rid himself of all attraction to the same sex. He and his wife (who is a former lesbian) both gave their testimonies about how te love and faith in God had cured them and that it can happen. You can change your lifestyle and live a happy, normal life. All you have to do is pray. After the story is done, Pat Robertson himself comes on and says something along the lines of, I know there are people out there struggling with this issue. I want you, if you are listening, to sit down and pray this prayer. You cant expect things to change if you dont want them to, but if you are serious and you do want God to take this unnatural sin from you, then you should pray this prayer with me. Well, I said the prayer. I think all, or at the very least, most gay ment know the feeling of wanting to be just "normal". This is what drove me to do what I did. I prayed. I dont know that it has done any good. I am afraid to let myself be completely overtaken with the potential of being "normal". Although the thought is intriguing, I have only just begun to learn about what it means to be a gay man. I am curious about all aspects of this. Still, there is this nagging feeling in my gut that says something here is not right. I dont know if it is just from my upbringing. Or, if possibly it is just cultural standards and what not. But there is that feeling none the less. I cant help but wonder. Is it possible that what I have spent all this time trying to justify and accept is something that is truly against God's will? Am I wrong about my stance on homosexuality. By the way, I do not see the logic behind condeming it. I still am an advocate of it. I recently was given a rainbow sticker that soon will be attached to my car. But the nagging feeling remains. Is this wrong? If it is hopefully soon the prayer that I prayed will deliver me from this, however, if there is nothing wrong with this and the sign that I had requested, that had indeed been delivered, was just misinterpreted by me, then maybe I will be able to overcome this nagging feeling in my gut that tells me from time to time that I should not be doing these things, and get on with my life as a normal gay man in America. Only God knows. Hopefully with His guidance I will too. Okay, there is my speech about that shite. NEEEEEXT!!!! I also talked to my sister-in-law and she told me that if I ever have problems that I should call her to talk. Also, that she would fly a flag out in front for me if she had one. Thank you Sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXO Well boys and girls there is the long anticipated update to the, oh my gawd will he actually come out to his folx??????, posting. Hope y'all enjoyed it as much as I did. Till next time, Peace out home skillet. Crashİ
Howdy all. How are things? Well not much to report here just sitting around waiting for class to start. OK. So there is news here. I dont know if anyone back home will be looking at this page or not but if you do see this and you havent talked to me about this already then please, for Gods sake dont freak out. I finally came out of the closet here. I did that shortly after my birthday in 2004. I remember it vividly. I was sitting out on Jeff's back step talking to him. I was listening to him talk about being gay and how hard it is for him. I told him that I knew what he was talking about when he said its hard being gay. I started crying because it was such a relief to have that off my chest. We sat there for a minute and he was looking in my eyes. I felt really close to him at that point. We started getting closer and closer and I asked if we were going to kiss. I dont remember the response but I do remember the kiss. It was at that point that I knew why I had been unhappy all this time and what I was going to need to do if I wanted to be happy. Shortly after that we started going out. It lasted, if you count both rounds, about 8 months or so. We are not together anymore. But, oddly enough we are roomies now. So, I am sure you are wondering, yes, I am gay. Yes, I have tried being not gay and it doesnt work. Makes me miserable. So, if you have any other questions please call me so that we can talk about this if you feel like you need to. I am comfortable with who I am and I really hope that you guys realise that this is not something that someone would choose. It is something that someone is. OK, now thats out of the way. For those not in my family and just reading this. Yeah right like there is anyone out there who reads this. But, if there is HI!!!! Umm, what else is new. Not much really. Just kinda hangin out before classes start. I think I have already said that. Wow, talking about being gay kinda put a damper on thoughts of something else to post. Well now. Umm all things considered I think I am done for now. Now, to decide whether or not to call some folx. We will see next posting if I have or not, and what the responses were. Until then, this is Crashİ signing off.
Crashİ
Well hey there everybody. Long time no chat ya know what I mean? Well, alot has happened since the last posting. I have changed roomies again. I know it doesnt say anywhere in here that I had moved in with my friend Eli, but I did. That didnt work so well, not to say it wasnt fun at times but just not enough of the time to make it worth it. So, in lieu of that situation I have adopted a new roomie. Jeff. Makes things interesting when visitors are around but hey. So, aside from that not enough new here to make things worth it to continue typing when my arms are killing me. So, signing off for now. Latez. Crashİ
Okay, I know! I am not keeping on top of this thing very well am I? Well you know what to hell with it. There really isnt much I can do about that now. Just a quick update for you. Things just keep changin and changin. I recently made a trip down to Six Flags Elitch Gardens in Denver, CO. It was really fun. I hava also made a few more friends since the last posting. Just so you guys dont get jealous not that you would but just so. Yeah, the shit here isnt exactly right but who cares really. Umm, Heather and Mike. What up guys. Thanx for being yourselves. You guys are one of the 2-3 good couples I know. Thanx. Umm Liz...you were fun to shotgun beers with and play 3 man with....LC. Umm Julie and Tony. Whats new? Not a lot here. Not a chance in hell you will see this page and find that I like ya enough to take the time to include you in my coding. Guys it was really fun at Elitch Gardens. The most fun I have had since I came here to Laramie. Thanx. Oh yeah and Mike's sister. I already forgot your name but you were fun too. Hope you have fun in Hawaii. Umm. Yeah I use Umm alot. What else. Oh I am now an uncle. Christopher David 8lbs 1oz 20.25". Now a week old. Cool beans. Congrats bro. Umm what else. Not a whole lot else here. I did move recently. Not a bad setup here. Just needs a little cleanin is all. Umm I really think thats about it for now. Maybe one of these days I will be able keep on top of this. Latez. Crashİ
Well hello again. It has been quite a while hasn't it? Well not a whole lot to tell here yet again. I am now in Wyoming. I am experiencing things that I would have never thought I would, and enjoying every minute of it. I guess I could spend a few hours on here updating all of you on what has been taking place over the past year and a half but I don't know that I am going to now. I should say this tho. I have met quite a few new people here and thank God every day for the opportunities that I have been provided and all the lessons that I have learned. Jeff, Eli, Bridgett, Tyler, Tom, John, Ricki, and there are more. Please, if you see this don't be offended. I am just spur of the moment putting this together. So, here is the reason I decided to get back to this thing. Joan of Arcadia thank you much for renewing my memories as they should be. Has been a while. I guess for now I am done. Remember, all things happen for a reason. You don't have to understand it. You don't have to. Just accept this is the way it is and have fun. Crashİ
Friday November 29, 2002
Good evening folx. It appears that there is really no one here that views this page on a regular basis.
Wonderful!!! Good thing too I guess...since my last posting almost a year ago many things have changed.
I am still employed with Leggett and Platt. This job seems to be going somewhat okay. They at least are
paying me and keeping on top of the whole raise situation. They are also sending me to school and paying
for it all, in addition they pay me hourly the entire time I am in class. This is really not a bad setup.
Industrial maintenance technology...what the hell...dunno but its a degree so I am not complaining.
Lets see...what else is new??? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ChickenHawk and a buddy of his have gone into
business for themselves. Its called The Shop etc. It is located at 401 Cantrell in Waxahachie Texas.
If someone out there actually sees this and goes out, tell em Jeffery sent ya out. Not that anyone here
will but it would be nice. Lets see now...well hell...seems that not much has really happened in the way
of anything since my last posting. I have done a little travelling with my job and a little education
with my job, Piro and I have moved out into our own place and already are ready to move out of there. Hmmm
lets see...Oh yeah! Boomer got married. HAHAHAHAHAH! He is in marriage bliss I guess you could say. HEHEHE
Well I guess thats about it...again there is really nothing much entertaining going on in my life right now.
Just trying to make it through college and keeping what I do have right now going until then. I would like to
say things to a few instrumental people that are making these good things happen...John I really appreciate
all of your guidance and patience, Piro thanx for being my roomie, Boomer thanx for being boomer, Diamond
its good to see ya so happy now, ChickenHawk good luck on the business and getting on with life, Jill.....
I havent forgotten about you...I know its been forever since you have heard from me but as ridiculous as it
sounds I lost your number again...if you read this please forward it to me. Well I really cant think of much
of anything else to post about so....I guess for now this is later. Catch y'all on the flip side...Crashİ
Fuck of a morning to all y'all. This day has started off worse than most I have
seen before. I am really tired of having been relocated from my own room because of certain individuals.
These things must stop and stop quickly they will. No offense Piro, I am very irate this morning as if you cannot tell.
It is 10:40a here and I had planned to sleep the majority of this day out. But hell no!!!!! My grandmother
has to come in here and take her freakin pills early. Oh yeah there you go. I am trying to act asleep the
whole time this is going on and she just keeps making more noise upon more noise. Fucking great!!!!!! So
finally I get up and my nuts are hanging outta my boxers. Ha!!!! Finally something going my way. Yeah,
what ever. Dumb ass. You know what FUCK this. I am tired, sleepy, and pissed the fuck off. FUCK THIS!!!!!
I am going to get the fuck off of here and fuck everyone who doesn't like it. Period! Well, wait a minute
fuck that too. I haven't trashed this place yet. I am really sick and tired of waking up every morning and
finding my shit been gone through. No one here trusts me. I had some fucking ibuprofen in my room and sure
enough the old one finds it and is wondering what kind of drugs I am on now. I have never been on drugs in
my life. Aside from weed. I smoked a little a long time ago. That was a long time ago. Everyone has done
it right??? Well, I really don't know. The family doesn't even know about this due to the fact that I was
smoking while I was living about 100mi from home and no one in my family, aside from Boomer, gave a damn
enough about me to even call or stop by the entire year I was away from home. What the fuck? Oh well, I
guess let by-gones be by-gones. But why??? You know what fuck it! I don't even know why I am on here
posting again this morning. Crashİ
Hello again folx. Been a little while since I gave you all an update so, I
guess its about time to do so. Since the last posting I have given Ice his truck back and gotten a
'90 Ford Bronco IIİ. That was a nice truck. I had many fun times in it. In fact in my last posting I
had referred to the fuel pump going out on it and ChickenHawk, PiroTech, and myself fucked around
with it for I don't know how long and finally got the new one put in the tank and back on the road.
Well, after that the drive shaft kept vibrating loose and before I got the chance to have that repaired
I decided it would be a good idea to try and show off to PiroTech and slide ass first around a couple of
corners and ended up rolling it 3 times. Nice eh?? Well it did one end over end roll and then some how
it managed to get sideways and rolled another 2 times like that. We both walked...yes I said walked...out
of that little predicament. Thank God. Unfortuantely, I received a ticket for unsafe speed, and didn't
have insurance. Hell yeah! Well, after that I went back to the place where I got that and they gave me
a really good deal on a '91 Chevrolet 3/4 Ton Silverado. Only $4,000. Had a newly rebuilt engine and
some work that needs to be done, like, a new front pump bushing, and a new grille, and a tail gate, and
a new door and fender for the driver's side. Still, the going price for this vehicle in good condition is
$5,800. Good deal I think. Especially since I have some friends who will help me out with the repairs.
Well, aside from that, I have gotten away from Cardinal IGİ...again. I went to work for Sterilite. That is
the worst mistake I have ever made in my life. If you ever get the chance to work for Sterilite please
jump off a fuckin cliff. That place blows more than my ex-girl on speed. I hated that place so much that
I just decided instead of going back in that I would let them fire me. I called them after 2 days off and
they said they had to remove my card. I said thank you and have my check ready tonight. So, now I am
working for Leggett & Platt. This is a hellafied place. I really like it here. I get to tear up machines
and get paid for it. Woooooooohaaaaaaaaa!!!! Aside from that still the same ol shit here. Guess I'll go
for now and get ready to go out tonite. Catch y'all on the flip side. Crashİ
Hello again folx. It has been a very long time since my last posting so I figured
what the hell, give it a go. Well, I am sitting here at my G-Ma's house smelling like gasoline and wishing
like hell I had never done today what I did. I had to change the fuel pump on my truck and it just so
happens to be in the gas tank. Anyway, enough of this insane babbling here. I really must jet now. Oh yeah,
one more thing...IceMan if you are keeping track of this site WAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPP!
Well, folx thats all for now. I will be back a little more often and try to keep y'all posted on happenings
around here and the like. Oh yeah and also ChickenHawk, a.k.a. SIOWSTANG96, good job piecing that damned pump
back together. Catch y'all on the flip side. Crashİ
Hey all, haven't posted in a while,
soooooo...here it is. Got some new toys to play with.
First is an Alpine car CD player 2000 model. Kick ass!!
And second is a Nokia 6185 phone. Woooohooooo. Well thats
about all for now...wait just a minute, no it isn't.
This is for Jill. In the event that you think I have forgotten
about you and that I no longer value your company, you're wrong
I still care for you as much today as ever. Wish we were closer.
And also one last note a # would be nice. :-P Heheh...
XOXOXO to ya babe. Well thats all for now.
Catch y'all on the flip side...Crashİ
Hellooooooooo peeps. Just got bored thought I'd
post again and see whats its like. Got a tattoo
today. It's Kanja - Courage. A link to my brother.
Matching tattoos...impeccable family values, don't
ya think? Well that's all for now. Catch y'all on
the flip side...Crashİ
Well Folx, I finally decided to upgrade my page.
Hope y'all like it. I hope to keep up a posting
here. Anyhow laterz...Crashİ
Sunday February 15, 2004
Monday, December 31, 2001
Saturday, December 29, 2001
Thursday, October 18, 2001
Monday, February 26, 2001
Hello again folx. So whats new on y'all's front??? Well same old shit here. Well
actually it isn't the same old shit here. Since we last talked I have once again become employed be the
wonderful Cardinal IGİ. Be right back. My last cig is burning up in the tray. Gotta smoke it real quick.
Okay, I'm back now. Well, hmm where was I??? Oh yeah. I am working for the good ol' RedBird again. Yeah,
that's what I said too. It is basically the same ol shit there. Yes I know I forgot the ' on ol' back there
but fuck it. I think I am really too stressed out and tired to continue this posting for now. I will be back
again soon. Maybe....till then, live long and prosper. (does the little vulcan hand gesture). Peace out.
Crashİ
Monday, February 19, 2001
Well folx, things have changed just a touch since my last posting. Hmmm...where do I
start??? Well here it goes. Wednesday, Ice and I got his Charger running and legal. So I went to work on
Thursday and worked about 4 hours. I have been using up all my vacation time trying to keep a steady paycheck
coming in. I had just gotten back on my feet and work comes to a screeching halt at work. Well I go in on
Friday thinking it would be another short day but that I would be able to make up for that on Sunday, when I
go out of town for a SSA. Well little did I know that once I got the micro cell built that I was working on I
would be in the boss's office for a little heart to heart. Turns out that they ended up laying me off. Corporate
America's lovely solution to no work. Thanks RSIS!!! I really appreciate that move there guys. Well of course
that can't be the end of it. I go out of town to Waco for the weekend, and when I get back I find a nice little
yellow piece of paper affixed to the inside of my apartment door. My dog chewed thru the water supply line for the
toilet, and flooded the two downstairs apartments. Well apparently my landlord doesn't appreciate that very
much and decides that I no longer need a place to live and give me 30 daze to get out. Nice, isn't it??? Fuckin'
lovely. Luckily, I have a loving mother who is willing to allow me to stay with her until I get back on my
feet. Thanx Mom!!!!!!!!!!!! Hugs 'n' kisses 'n' stuff. Well thats about the extent of the news to date. I did
manage to get my apartment cleaned up. Took me about an hour and about three 30 gal. trash can liners. But, I
got the job done. Cardinal did leave me a message today and want me to come back to work for them, I think.
Is this a good move??? Is this a smart move??? Will I do it??? Dunno. Wait and see. I will be calling them
back tomorrow. Stay tuned. Peace out, my niggaz. Crashİ
Tuesday, February 12, 2001
Hello again from the wild world of Crashİ. Nothing much changed here. Still waiting on
my job to get things in gear. I don't see that happening anytime soon. If they don't hurry up, then I will
have to relocate again. I really hate to do that but hey. By the way, AmeriLink Corp.İ, you guys really need to get in gear in the sales department. I really need some work here. I don't get paid
to post on my website. Anyhow its getting kinda hard to type now. I have about .5 liters of Crown Royal SR
in me. I do have some good news though. Thanx to IceMan, I will soon have a set of wheels on the road. We
are going tomorrow morning to get the registration and inspection on his old Ram Charger. It's an '85 model
and its really a bad ass truck. So thanx again Ice. Hopefully soon Crashİ will be rollin' around in his own
wheels, but until then Ice's Charger will work nicely. Talked to ChickenHawk today for a couple of minutes
and he's back to his old self. A new girl almost every week. Hehehe...yeah yeah I know. Gotcha!!!! Hopefully
ChickenHawk's baby's momma isn't a regular viewer of my site. But anyway, Marky1108...well hell. I hadda look
your screen name up and forgot all about what I was gonna say. Anyhoo...guess I will go ahead and get offa here.
Having a hard time typing now. BA level is kinda high now. Finger dexterity isn't really at its peak now. So
till we meet again, stay crunchy. Crashİ
Sunday, February 10, 2001
Well people whats new?? Nothing really here just chillin here all day long waiting
hoping that some one would stop by but no one does. So I watched PBS all day. Okay okay, so I didn't "watch"
PBS I slept thru it. But still I was on the couch and PBS was on the tube so doesn't that count?? Well
whatever. So I just finished the last in a six of Bud Ice. Best beer on the planet. Well XFL is on tonite.
Last check Las Vegas was winning over Memphis. Yup 15 - 3 LV 8:44 left in the third. Well aside from that
there isn't anything new on the Homefront. Day 6 no smokes. Maybe I will make it this time. Don't really
know but hopefully so. I'll keep ya updated. So I guess I will go ahead and let y'all go now. Gotta sit on the
couch some more and finish whats left of the Bud Light and the game. So until we meet again. Latez. Oh yeah
XFL is da shiznit. Crashİ
Saturday, February 9, 2001
Okay ladies and gentlemen. It is time once again to update y'all on the happening
of late. Well as you all know by now it is Saturday night. I was supposed to go over to a friend's house
and get real good and shitfaced but to no avail. I couldn't find a ride there. I was supposed to ride
with one of my supervisors. But, he decided late today that he wasn't going. Soooo...that left me out in
the cold with no way of getting there. I paged ChickenHawk several times and he hasn't responded so here I am.
There is however some good news. I have an ample supply of beer, cherry pepsi, and Crown Royal Special
Reserve. So, I think I will just chill here, drink, and hope that ChickenHawk decides to stop by. I doubt it
but hell it doesn't hurt to hope does it??? And for those keeping tabs this is day 5 smoke free. Wooohoo!!
I think anyway. Well folx, I guess thats all for tonite. I really would like to stay here longer and
type all kinds of things into this damned thing, but I really fail to see the productivity of such an
endeavor. So, I bid you all farewell and hope that all your lives are rich and full of goodness and love.
Yeah, whatever! Geez I said bye a couple of lines ago. Guess I should be going. Well okay this is really
it for tonite. Latez. Take care of yourselves and one another. Peace. Crashİ
Thursday, February 8, 2001
Well folx I guess you can tell my job has been running a little slow lately. I'll
be right back WWF Smackdown is on and its the last match. Okay its over now. Well I think I am gonna
make this short and sweet. I am now on day 3 smoke free. Almost screwed it up, but didn't. And hopefully
things at work will pick up soon and I will be able to make a 40 hour paycheck again soon. Well that's
about it for today. Stay tuned for further Crash Worldİ updates. Latez. Crashİ
Wednesday, February 7, 2001
Yo Yo!!!!!!!! Whats shakin folx???? Well not much here new. Just thinking on getting rid of this
computer if I can manage to rake in $500 for it. It's probably too much but none the less I gotta
try and get that for it so I can afford to get a heap to drive. But, I shall find out tomorrow.
But anyhow I have a real life decision to make now. I was thinking of taking a poll of those who
have nothing better to do than check out my site every now and again. Here's the deal...I live in
Garland now. I have a friend who wants to move in here and send his wife and kid home to her parents.
I'm seriously considering moving back home about 40 miles south of here, but I can't move if he moves
in here with me. It would greatly reduce the rent that I have to pay but, I really want to move
back home. Well there it is folx....tell me whatcha think. Either use the communications page on
the bar to the left here or email me using this link Crashİ.
Well, hope to hear from y'all soon. Oh yeah one last thing...day two no cigs so keep y'all's fingers
crossed. Peace out cat daddy-o. Crashİ
Tuesday, February 6, 2001
Hello folx. It is Tuesday now and I am just now getting around to finishing up what it was that
I was boring you with at our last visit. And yes the steaks and booze were good. I have been
with AmeriLink Corpİ for about 7 months now and am ready to get a raise. But, I doubt they will do
that since no one else has gotten one. Well hell. Thats gonna suck. Yep suck...but at least I
can breathe better now. Yes thats what I said and yes I did change subjects abruptly. Its my site
and I can do what ever I want. So here it is...I am trying to quit smoking...again. And it has been
one day now and I can already tell the difference. Hopefully it will work. Well pizza is on its
way guess I should get off here now and sit on my ass, watch TV, and wait on it. So 'til we meet
again...sit right where you are and watch my site for changes. Thats right don't move from that chair
until you refresh this page and something has changed. Catch y'all later. Crashİ
Saturday, February 3, 2001
Welcome to my Home folx. Yeah there really isnt much here right now but just give me time and
it will improve I promise. Right now I am going thru a really hard time in my life here.
Well...I guess it is just all in nature. I really don`t even know why I am putting this page
together. I mean come on now who am I fooling no one on the `net really wants to know all
this...right??? Well too bad. Cuz I ain`t stoppin` here. There is so much more to tell.
For example I am the webmaster for Crash's Worldİ.
I have owned and operated this site for almost two years now. It really isn`t anything spectacular
but it does have its moments. Like sometimes I will go in and change the tuneage. I think
right now there is no music on it...but just wait the time will come and when it does.....whooooo
good lawd watch out folx it is going to be a wild one. Well enough of the garbled mumbo jumbo that
I have been laying on ya. On to the really important stuff. Well here it is. It has been almost
a year since my last web posting. I guess it really is about time that I get back to doing that.
So here we go. In one posting I have a year`s worth of stuff to catch all my fans up on. I would
like to start with a really important note. I haven`t put anything on here regarding my new best
bud ChickenHawk so here it is. ChickenHawk and I met at Cardinal IGİ. He was the biggest smart ass I believe
I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. But we managed to take care of that problem. So we
became close friends. He actually saved my life one time. See...I have been having women trouble
for quite some time now and I thought I finally had met the right one and was preparing to take her
out and she decided that she didn`t want to do that. Well being the person that I am I got really
depressed and was driving around thinking about taking myself out of the BIG PICTURE. Well about
that time ChickenHawk calls me on my cell phone. I answer and I guess by judging the tone of voice he
figured there was something wrong. He asked if I was okay and I said no. So yadda yadda yadda I
went over to his place and poured my guts out. Pretty cool eh? Not really that kinda sucked.
But, hey at least I am still around to bore you guys with this junk...right????? Thats what I
thought. Well to me that is one of the most important achievements of the last year. Also since
I last posted I have had the pleasure of getting my 6'3" 280lb. self outta that little Ford Aspireİ.
And into a Ford Rangerİ. Yes folx a brand spankin' new 2000 model Ford Rangerİ. Great little
truck unless you fail to make more than one payment in a six month period. At which time Ford
Motor Creditİ decides that you no longer need transportation and ganks it. Yes, thats right folx
I lost my wheels. Sux too. Cuz now I have no way of getting new wheels cuz I have no way to go
anywhere. Wooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!! Hell yeah! But enough of that. I got the truck
the weekend before I was sent to Greenfield, Iowa with Cardinal. At which point I decided to
leave that place. Turns out had I stayed I would be making about $15/hr now. But nooooooooo I
hadda be an ungrateful big dude and leave. At which point I was employed by AmeriLink Corpİ.
Also known as Radio Shackİ Installation Services. Well enough for today time to eat steak and
get drunk 'n stuff. Latez. Crashİ
Tuesday, March 28, 2000
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Saturday, March 11, 2000